Yesterday sucked for the most part. My grandmother is doing even worse than before. And guess who's single now? That's riiiight....I'm single now I cried most of yesterday because of these reasons...among other things went on. Thank Buddha Andrew "stole" Raph's cellphone after he fell asleep and went online with it. I talked to Andrew for like over seven hours lastnight/this morning. He was a big comfort because I know of the problems he's had in life too are very similar to mine...so he really understands what I'm going through and he was giving me advice. Plus at one point lastnight after we had been talking for quite a while he told me he liked me as more than a friend...I'm shocked..I never thought he would like me in that way....I've had the deepest crush on him for about five months now and he's my closest friend....and today my friend Steph asked me out...I don't know what to do. I like Steph but I really have something with Andrew...he is my son/older brother/future rapee you know *_~ So yeh...that made my night a bit better knowing that...gives me some sort of hope. Today well...I went to bed at aboOt 3:30am and woke up before 11pm finally...so I was tired all day. but I got to make breakfast with my bro and that was fun....it's nice to do something and not get yelled at, actually get complimented...but that didn't last long. Therest of the day he was yelling at me to do this and do that. I ended up cleaning for like two hours in the living room and kitchen. I had to move ALL of the fucking furniture.Doing this sucked total ass because of my right leg and neck hurting along with being really tired...errgh. After I was done I called Andrew back so that was cool....gah I like him so much. I guess that's really all I gotta say right now...
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